Howd it get soooo messed up?

face it, all girls lie( im a girl). Anyway it all started in the car I was going to my cuzins we were in the car and he asked me who i liked i told kyle(my cuz) i liked his bff perez.....and i did hes mexican with curly hair......dreamy anyway i tld kyle to tell perez tht i liked him and tht i didnt care if he tld(though i did). It took 2 months for Perez to answer and say.........no. I felt horrible; not surprised i have fallen for Perez more now though i still lie and say he means nothing i think i love perez i have his number and txt him and say hi though he is always rude. i want him to like me but i cant force him. i picture him as my first real bf the 3 of us hanging............ help! i want this dream to be reality what should i do!!!!!!